I just drove 4 hours to see her for 4 hours on Saturday and 5 hours on Sunday. I know some people tell me I’m dumb or I’m going to mess things up for not making any moves fast.
But honestly, I’m just enjoying being her friend.
I mean, don’t get me wrong, I really like her and would love to hold her and kiss her, but I don’t want to mess it up by putting a label on it or doing those things. Especially when we’re so far apart. She’s someone that’s really special. Not just some crush. But….more.
Hell, it’s not even the extravagantly long distance that’s the problem. It’s just waiting to see if it can actually work out.
Waiting on God to do his will.
Because I don’t care about dating.
I’m done trying to do that.
I just want a relationship where the important things truly matter, like friendship, honesty, and religion.
I’m sure there’s more, but seeing as I’ve never been in a relationship, I don’t exactly know all the important things. But so far, those are the ones that matter to me.
So yeah, good weekend.